Saturday, May 31, 2008

One last night at MoKS




It is my last night here in Mooste as a MoKS artist in residence. It has been a very peaceful, thought provoking month of May. Today I woke up early and caught a ride into Tartu with Sarah. I went to the university cafeteria, & sat down with a cup of "gunpowder tea". It was nice to be in the university atmosphere full of young intellectual hubbub. I then went to the Y Galerii and sat in the back again working on a drawing. I asked Kaisa about whether there had been a response from the local prison. She said that not yet, but that she had heard back from a young woman's correctional institution- & that they were interested to make a visit to the exhibition. Kaisa sent the interview between her and I to Sirp, and I guess it will come out next Friday.
It can be seen online at (http://www.sirp.ee/index.php?option=content&task=view&id=7167&Itemid=2)
Also there is an article in local Tartu paper: (http://tartu.postimees.ee/040608/tartu_postimees/kultuur/334859.php?aus-ja-tabudeta) It is going to be a strange feeling not to have to write a blog tomorrow night. Thanks to all of you who have followed or frequented my blog. I recommend this residency for artists who are looking for solitude, enjoy nature, & strive to make work, which is socially conscious. For more information check out their website: (http://www.moks.ee) For those of you who would like to continue to follow my work my future website will be www.annamarierockwell.com. If you have questions, comments or concerns regarding this blog- I can be reached through email: annamarierockwell@gmail.com Also my brother Marcel's projected release date is December 29, 2009- & between now and then he would greatly appreciate getting any letters- and he is very good about writing back. Letters to Marcel can be sent to my email address and I will print them out and send them to him prompty. Thanks.
Farewell,
Anna

Friday, May 30, 2008

Cleaning up the studio


Lots of soap to clean up! It feels funny to have to clean up a substance that is usually used for cleaning itself. One would think that it would be easy but actually it does not come off the floor so easily- it has to dissolve first with warm water. Also I needed to clean several buckets crusted with dry paper-pulp, which I decided in the shower was the best place for the job. This afternoon I had a visit from my reappearing 5th grader who wanted to play another game of chess. We had a game outside in the sun. I told her that I needed to pack up and finish a drawing, which I had promised a friend. She stayed and helped me with the drawing- laying down vine charcoal and helping me smudge it. She was excited to be using "real artist materials". And for me- old art school skills- such as perspective were tested. I took my drawing over to Sarah's house to borrow her spray-fix & ended up having a glass of whiskey to boot. It has been nice to be able to take it slow. The exhibition is up & I finished writing my interview responses, now to look for more challenges. "Si no tenemos problemas, las buscamos!"

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Interview with Kaisa




Interview between Kaisa and Anna:

1. How does prison isolate a person from the rest of society?

American prisons are usually located in very remote areas, which are not generally seen by the rest of society. The architecture is low to the ground and the neutral colors almost make them camouflage to their surroundings.
I guess the principle is “out of sight out of mind”. At my brother’s prison there are no windows and only internal courtyards, which can be rather disorienting as his only connection with the passage of the seasons is a rectangular patch of sky. Convicts are taken from various regions and shipped to whichever prison has vacancy, and consequently prisoners may end up very far from their hometown. This makes visits challenging for family and friends, as they may have to cross an entire state in order to reach their loved one for the three-hour visiting session.


2. When did you initiate your collaborative art project with your brother Marcel?

Shortly after my brother went to prison a gang member attacked him and a guard appeared as my brother was defending himself by pinning the other man down. Without being able to explain what had happened the two of them were sentenced to six months in “LOP”, which stands for “loss of privileges” or solitary confinement. Shortly after this event was Marcel's 21st birthday and my father and I drove eight hours in the fog to be able to spend the limited one-hour visit with him behind glass. Marcel expressed the angst that he felt and the idleness of being confined to a small cell with no access out except for a couple five-minute showers a week, by which he was taken to in handcuffs. His food tray was passed through a slot in the door. We wanted him to have material to read at least. I ordered him a subscription to “Architecture Digest”, and after reading it, Marcel began ripping out the pages and folding origami flower petals. He sent these petals to me in envelopes asking if I could glue them together, as he had no glue, and the coffee creamer and soap that he had tried to adhere them together with was not always strong enough. Marcel spent hours folding these small petals, as a way to pass his time, keeping his hands busy. They began to accumulate on my end, and although Marcel’s intention was for me to try and sell them on “E-bay”, I found them far to precious and decided to use them to make an art installation as part of my senior thesis at Pacific Northwest College of Art.

3. How does isolation effect one’s creativity?

Being in isolation can be extremely idle, and in order to combat feelings of stagnation and boredom Marcel found that having an outlet to express himself creatively was helpful for staying relaxed in such a rigid environment. Often artists seek isolation, as it is needed for introspection and for the imagination to flourish. Solitude can be necessary for accessing one’s inner creativity, however complete sensory deprivation can lead to negative effects on the mind and body. For example, my brother’s eyesight was impaired by not being able to look in the distance for those six months.


4. In the book of Shakespeare the prince Hamlet declares that Denmark is
like a prison. In your and Marcel’s collaboration "isolation" is first
and foremost connected with territory. How does this zone, which is physically defended with borders, foster isolation?

A prison can be a country or a building or even a state of mind. It can have physical borders, but it can also be a series of internal barriers that one sets for oneself. A prison is somewhere that you do not feel free. As for the “prison zone”- one is not free to make very many of their own decisions. You are given an identity number and you are told with whom you are going to share a cell with. You are at the mercy of the guards and gang members who are sharing the same “big house”. It is isolating because you cannot go out and seek your own life, choose your own job, socialize with whom you would like to socialize with. An inmate is lucky if they have someone devoted enough to visit them from the outside or to send them a letter.


5. How is your collaboration like "border crossing"?

There is a similar feeling going into the prison as passing through an airport. Everyone going in the prison to visit has to check in with a valid I.D. card and they have to be on the appropriate visiting list with no criminal history. Then you have to pass through a metal detector and follow the dress code to ensure that nobody is dressed in blue jeans, or similar attire to the prisoners. You are given an invisible stamp on your hand, which you have to show under a black light. In order to reach the visiting room you pass through various automated doors, which are under high surveillance. The guards choose where you are to sit for your visiting session and they tell you when your time is up. One of the most difficult moments for me is after the visit when the inmates line up on one side of the room and the visitors on the other and I have the right to leave and my brother has to stay behind. Email is not permitted in prison, but Marcel has sent hundreds of letters home to all of the members of my family describing what life in prison is like for him. They are very strict about what kinds of things can be sent into the prison. They inspect all of his mail, and I have had letters returned to me, because they have a smear of lipstick on the envelope, and they deem it “ a foreign substance”. Phone calls are also monitored and recorded and they are very expensive. My whole family has made our cell phones the area code of the prison in order to reduce those costs for my brother. The origami that he was making and sending out was also prohibited, that the hollow space inside the origami was somehow a threat to the security of the institution. Contraband could be hidden in them, never mind that he was just making them to pass the time and to send out to his family. However, it was so important for Marcel to make origami that he covertly folded them by night, in his cell. They did not inspect what he was sending out, so we managed to have several exhibitions including his origami work. Although being a potencial risk of punishment for Marcel, this kind of creative deviance added yet another layer to the work.


6. Since prison is a rather taboo subject matter in American society, how does your family cope with Marcel’s incarceration?

At first it was difficult to be able to talk about my brother's incarceration openly with my friends and teachers. I was not ashamed of him, but I felt like it was just one of those things that people do not discuss, as it is not a fun or happy topic. My entire family was a bit in shock, as Marcel; despite having always been a mischievous kid was never seen as a serious threat to society. My mother wrote a lot about her feelings of helplessness and pain in relation to having her youngest son put in an adult prison for seven years. We all try to support him by writing him as much as possible and keeping him informed about changes in our lives. We spend holidays, such as Christmas with him in prison. My way of coping with the inadequacy that I feel to help him through his sentence is to collaborate artistically with him, and giving him an opportunity to show his creations in another context outside of prison.

7. At your opening lecture at the Y gallery you referred to yourself
As a “mediator” of social exchange, did you mean you are an “arbitrator”?

I see myself as being a facilitator, or mediator in that I am opening up a dialogue that may not have been so easy to have otherwise. Despite, the overwhelming American prison population not very many people on the outside are aware of it. They may have seen a very glamorized Hollywood version of prison, but they are not familiar with the dismal reality that prisoners face. Since putting myself in a position where I can re-contextualize my brother’s raw experiences and creations, compiling them into a cohesive body of work it has become my objective to curate the work, abstracting it into a conceptual, and yet socially accessible art. In return, Marcel offers me a filter in which to see my own life and to reconcider what I view as problems.

8. How is your work effected by embracing the same limited materials that Marcel has access to?

I decided to voluntarily embrace using the same limited materials as Marcel as a form of solidarity to his situation and efforts to work within constraints.
I have not yet taken the leap into using his same limited tools. As I was carving eighty stanchions out of soviet soap here in Mooste, Estonia I thought of him carving teeth out of soap with his prison I.D. card as a way to learn dental anatomy and was really impressed with his perseverance. Working with limited materials can be very rewarding, as it forces you to have to think in very unconventional ways, which actually seems to dilate the creative process. After having been in art school with such an over saturation of mediums to choose from I found it relieving to work within this “narrower palette”, so to speak.


9. Could you give a general overview of your collaborative works in Y gallery?


I mailed a few pieces from the U.S.A to Tartu for this show “Marcelit Moostele”. I mailed an entire shoebox filled with origami scorpions, each taking an hour for Marcel to fold. I arranged these in a labyrinth on one of the gallery walls. They speak of the passage of time both in a literal and more symbolic way. Also included in the show is an origami chess set, which Marcel made while in isolation so that he could play with the inmate in the next cell- through the wall. The board is made out of a handkerchief with small blue squares, which he cut out with a razor from an old T-shirt.

I also sent in the mail a series of ivory soap teeth, which my brother had carved, in order to prepare himself for joining my uncle’s business in dental technology. Marcel also carved some small figurines, or busts of some of the other inmates in the prison out of soap. I positioned these busts next to the responses to a question that I had asked Marcel to ask some of the inmates in his prison, “what makes you feel isolated or alone?”. I also included in the exhibition a small book that Marcel wrote and illustrated called “The Convict Cookbook”, which shows you how you can pass the time in prison, and how you can resourcefully create things like lighters, tattoo guns, mouse traps out of available prison materials.

As for the work that I made while at MoKS, Center for Art and Social Practice I had brought a few kernels of inspiration for new work- a drawing that Marcel had made me of this idea I had to make a labyrinth out of stanchions, and a weeks worth of keeping a food log in prison, describing what was on his meal tray each day. He had depicted this by drawing the small-compartmentalized tray and describing what was in each space.
From these two things I was inspired to make several larger projects. I realized a three dimensional version of his drawing, by carving all eighty stanchions out of soap and installing them in an installation next to his drawing. I eliminated the cord between the posts as a way to abstract it even further, suggesting that perchance our hindrances are perceived from the inside, and projected to the outside world. I also kept record of my food consumption during the month I spent in Mooste by saving all of the food packaging. I condensed one month’s food wrappers into one week’s worth of meal trays, which I made to accompany his. I wanted to draw a parallel between the monotony and disorientation that we each experienced while passing time in these different isolated places.
The final piece that I made while here in Estonia is a projection which is titled “Isolating landscapes” which shows alternating images from Oregon where my brother is serving his prison sentence to the surrounding areas around Mooste, where I have spent a month collaborating with him, in this sort of self inflicted exile in order to share some of the same feelings of isolation and disorientation that Marcel deals with in prison.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Extended day of carving





I woke up around 11 this morning, minutes before the gallery was supposed to open. I had to quickly scramble to get dressed and get to do the fine-tuning of my art that I had stayed over to do. One at a time I took a soap stanchion from the exhibition to the kitchen-, which functioned as my "green room" or back stage. I wanted to carve the bases a bit more- making them a little more uniform. In the end- I decided that I did not want them to have cords between them- like the drawing has. Especially after my lecture and conversations about whether isolation is the result of external or internal factors- I feel like often barriers are invisible- stemming from our perception of a given situation. I almost feel like the eye connects the posts together, although a few people thought that they were graveyard crosses. I guess they can also symbolize the prison population, which in some ways has been buried alive. Throughout the day only about 4 people came to visit the gallery. A man who's title escapes me- but is the head of one of the departments at the university regarding art and culture- came and spoke to me in the back- saying that he was moved- or rather "immobilized"- he put it-feeling a complete drain of energy while looking at my meal trays. I guess he meant it as a compliment- saying that "good art" is not always pleasant to experience. I heard after he left from Kaisa, that he suggested that she contact the local Tartu prison and give an open invitation for inmates to visit the exhibition. I guess there are some inmates on minimum security that may be able to come for a visit- with a few security guards. I even offered to give another lecture just for them. Wouldn't that be great- if some Estonian inmates could come and look at the work that Marcel and I have made in collaboration! I will have to see how they respond. In the meantime I am busy writing my responses to the questions for the interview- for SIRP paper....
It was nice to return to Mooste this evening, although I forgot that I needed to get up and walk towards the front of the bus to indicate that i am getting off at the next stop= so he let me out a little past the bus stop-

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Up until the last minute







I worked up until the moment people began entering the gallery- took two minutes to change into the vintage dress which I packed especially for the occasion. However, I ripped a hole in it as I dried my hands off on it- forgetting that I was wearing weathered silk. My audience was rather small- I guess it is the time for exams in the university (which is where the usual audience comes from)- However it was an attentive audience with good questions. I had someone ask me when I felt the most isolated in my life- under what circumstances- & whether it was triggered from something within or external factors.
I also had Kaisa, the young woman who runs the gallery there with her laptop taking notes for the interview that she is doing for the national newspaper of culture- called "Sirp". Apparently after receiving my small text summery of the show they were interested in a larger article. This will be the first time that the Y- gallerii is mentioned in this paper, from what Kaisa says this paper usually only reviews exhibitions in Tallinn. Also I will be sure to mention MoKS, Center for Art and Social Practice so that they are not left out or shortchanged. It was for MoKS that I came to Estonia, the show was just a bonus.
After my lecture a group of us celebrated by going out to eat food from Georgia- and talk about "wedgies" & how things like that can become universal through cartoons and other such instruments of globalization...lots of laughter- which felt good after the build up of stress to get the show up. I decided to spend one more night here in the gallery with my art- to live with it- make some small adjustments before I open it up again to the public tomorrow. Then I plan to return to MoKS, to enjoy a few last days in Mooste-post exhibition wind down. I would like to sip a few more cups of inka & have a few more solitary walks on unpaved roads before venturing over to Switzerland to check out Art Basel, & see what the "Olympics of the art world" has on display.

Monday, May 26, 2008

exhausted

It is the night before my show- & once again too tired to write much. I am still camping out here in the gallery. I hope to have everything ready for tomorrow night. I will be giving a lecture here at the gallery around 18h- for all of you that happen to be near Tartu- come on by. For everyone else- I will post pics after the opening. Thank you for the ongoing support.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Camping out at the Y Gallerii




I have a little hide-away bed & a sleeping bag so that I can sleep right here in the gallery and not waste any time while setting up my exhibition "Marcelilt Moostele" - meaning "From Marcel to Mooste” I lucked out to get a ride in to Tartu with Sarah. She helped me pick up a load of bricks-from a huge pile that we had to sort through finding the ones that were still intact and without too much mortar on them. I have begun filling up the windows and setting up all four rooms. It is now 4am and already light out- but I will sleep for a few hours before I call it a new day.